ChaoticCitten Dressed in Poetry

I'm just me. It's just what I chose to express. I believe that instead of showing my story for everyone to see, straight away. I rather make a first impression through browsing. Then it is up to you, to decide if you want to get to know me. Some would disagree, and rather brag about themselves, first hand, but their perception is faulty. Have a nice day. :)

"People Are Like Stained-Glass Windows. They Sparkle And Shine When The Sun Is Out, But When The Darkness Sets In Their True Beauty Is Revealed Only If There Is Light From Within." -Elisabeth Kübler Ross

Interests

I'm a self confessed loser but I love everything about it. I laugh hysterically at everything but usually at my own expense. I'm a klutz, I'm a goof and at times a little shy. I can also be quite arrogant but all together I'm a pretty cool chick.

I see things differently from most people. I'm constantly making observations on everything and attempt to understand them. I'm quiet but can be real loud. I'm sometimes naive but I'm not stupid. My maturity could surprise you.

I can't wait to be done with my courses. But I plan to study Psychology after I'm finished. I'm very intuitive and can sense things others can't and often have the weirdest vivid dreams. Believe me, they're strange. You'll know for sure if I like you or dislike you because I'll simply ignore you if I don't. But I'm a good shoulder to lean on in tough times and an awesome friend throughout the good.

I'm proud of who I am and I never back down regardless of the consequences. I absolutely hate people who lie. Yes hate is a strong word, but lying is definitive of your values for not only yourself but others. Don't play me around. I'll always give you the time of day just because I'm nice.

I love my music and don't know where i'd be without it. I used to play the piano and guitar, but gave up. Yeah I know, I'm a quitter. I still sing and dance though and love doing it.

To me, life is about conquering the things you fear the most. Taking risks, laughing so hard that you get cramps in places you didn't think you could. Living each and everyday as if you knew the world would end forever. I care little for the past. I live in the present and plan for the future.

Contact

I don't have a purpose for this site at this point. It's a wasted stamp to claim my place.

I'm a figment of my imagination. If you're looking for answers, I only have more questions. I'm my favorite company and I entertain alone. Don't bother trying to bother me. I never answer the door when stupidity knocks.

Although I was brought into this world with another soul, I've lived my life in solitude. Not alone, but not with company. I've seen every spectrum of the world. I've seen the changing faces of millions of people as they conform into a mindless society, I've seen the stone figures among them that have found their purpose. I've learned to mock anyone with a few conversations and show them what they really are.

I'll like to meet Anyone with a brain in their skull. I don't like: -Liars -Sneaky people -People who manipulate others -People who change depending on who they're with.

Friends

Seriously... Why does friends from years past aren't friends today? It's happened to us all! Is it us? Is it them? Is it just the passage of time presenting different paths to us? In my case, I fear it's me. No, I know it's me! I've spent so much time hiding who I really am, I'm not sure I know myself who I am.

Me putting all your trust in one person is a hard thing to do. Having that link destroyed with one single action is very hard to bear. Sure you can pick yourself up and dust yourself off, but what if you feel that life has been shitting on you, and every corner you turn is the same rejection at every post.

All you can do is love the people who have loved you, appreciate the people who have appreciated you, and pay no mind to the people who has no respect!

So for the people I've abandoned along the way, I'm sorry. For the people I've loved along the way, I will always love you. For those who have stood by me though thick and thin, I will always be there for you. For the family who have stuck up for me, I love you, and I'm sorry if I ever let you down.

I'm not here to apologize for who I am. I'm not here to apologize for who I'm not.

Facts

I laugh at my silliness constantly.
Scratch that, I laugh and cry at pretty much everything constantly.
I'm somewhat intuitive.
I'm proud of what I'm doing.
I'm persistent, hardworking and silent.
I <3 my music. I like my space. I can be arrogant.
I hold things in until I can't no more then I explode!
But I'm easy to get a long with! I'll always give you a chance
I rarely care about what people think of me.
Because once you start caring, you stop being who you are.
I honestly just want to be myself.
I stress out when I have to put new sheets on my bed.
I love being alone but with company.
I can be over emotional and dramatic.
The rain makes me happy.
I don't have a favorite color.
I have trust issues. ..and commitment issues.
I can stay up all night with no effort.
Don't take me out to dinner. Holding you will do just fine :)
I enjoy calling people out when they are feeding me a line.
The last thing I want to do is cry in front of someone.
I'm a blusher.
I'm not shy, I just don't have anything to say.
I'm not a fan of talking on the phone, so if I talk to you, consider yourself lucky. Anticipation is the best feeling.
I'm probably the most distant person you'll ever meet.
If you don't like me, then stfu. I don't wanna hear your opinions.
I've heard em all before.

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